Falling

Weightless I fall like a feather through the mist of past memories,
Peering, searching for a clearing, for a light that will guide me to the diamond-like dew covered meadow of gracious solitude that I long for today...

Softly I fall into the enticing embrace that only chocolate-covered strawberries can offer.
An embrace that only the stormy dark waters of the ocean would dare to invade. 
A grasp that wraps around me like a burgundy warm velvet sheet ... 

I fall like the cascade of a waterfall, disturbing the pool of calm blue liquid that awaits to enclose me, breaking my free descent.
I should awaken but the fall so sweet lulls me into deeper sleep...where I fall through all the lands that others can hardly think of.. 

This Morning

Last night my mind was full of great and wonderful ideas...I was thrilled at the thought of painting the words across my piece of cyber-world. But to my dismay I awoke this morning in the most despicable funk and all the brilliant ideas of the wee hours terribly smeared with a murky glob of forgetfulness...

So this morning I am mad at the world and I don't even care why. This morning I will mentally dismantle any unsuspecting human that comes my way and rubs me the wrong way (as if there is ever the right way to be rubbed). This morning I won't smile, I will pout until heaven gives me a reason to smile again...

 
p.s. I am being a mere brat because today is actually a beautiful day...blue sky and all but dagonit I am mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuschia Locket...

I am kicking myself now. I am doing it because I realize my nature makes my life more twisted...yes I said twisted. I never choose the simplest way, ever. It's as if I am allergic to simple situations. I unconciously live by the rule : if something is difficult then do it. And so I find myself today embroiled in a fuschia locket of emotions I thought I had escaped from...
Evasion seems impossible at this point...I am bewildered beyond my wits...well not really but bewildered still. I know that my actions right as they may be can and will cause an outcry, an earth-shattering outcry, well maybe just a glass-shattering outcry. But my curiosity roars to be satisfied and with caution, as much as i can muster up anyway, I proceed deeper into this fuschia locket of emotions I thought I had escaped.

Waiting

She sits and waits for what she doesn't know. She has been told to wait for something though. Her mind is repressed into not questioning so she waits for what may not come and if it did she would never know it had arrived. So she waits sitting on her stool, dressed in her best attire. What she was never taught was that a woman can reach as far as she wants... Reach beyond anyone's dreams. She was never told that waiting for something to happen can be a deadly disease than cripples one's spirit. So now with a wilting spirit she sits, waiting, worrying that what she waits for may never come...

Floating

I sleep in soft clouds surrounded by love, peace, joy
My sleep is long, sweet, restful
I am simply afloat on a cloud

I drift where the winds of the mind blow me...
Floating over troubles, rugged moutains, and rough seas
I peer down at the world below...pondering on how I may save it
But soon my mind rests from it's heroic stance to be renewed...

I sleep on velvet clouds surrounded by all that is wonderful
My sleep is luxurious even when,
I am simply asleep on the floor

Strawberry Dreams

Sweet and red tender to the taste....

My dreams are sweet hazy memories sprinkled with sugar...yes sugar
They cloud my reality...I stumble grasping for more
For more of that sweetness...don't want to lose it
But as day break comes....my dream, a furious red strawberry dream, dissipates

I awake and see you
Perhaps that was not a dream after all
My sweet furious red strawberry you

 

Caramel dreams

So I am a dreamer living in this current state of things...where dreaming is squashed like an over-ripe fruit forgotten, trampled. However my resilient mind insists on dreaming against all odds....

I believe that I can save the world, I believe that I can find true love, I believe that I can put a smile on your face...

My dreams are as uninhibited as lightening and as strong as the wind that tears down walls. Do you dare to stand against my dreams?