Well...work is a killer. I worked 97.5 hours last week. Made possible by the three 30-hour shifts I had. I am still alive so I guess I can do it. I would like to be better at it though.
Another thing I noticed since that last time I blogged. Totally a vain thing to say/write...but I believe I have an amazing ass. I just noticed it for the first time. I have been told that it is great but I did not believe it til now. I think it might be the best it will ever be...not too much, firm but soft and round. I am afraid that it will change after child birth...as if I am pregnant! There is not even a prospective father so that's a weird thing. I just wanted to document somewhere that at 27, I think I have an amazing ass.
I have decided that I am going to be a buff little machine....I mean I have nothing else to do but work, eat and sleep. I might as well perfect the body, right?
Okay I have to go and read....that's what we call it now. Not study but read.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
About the love thing...
I read somewhere that when it comes to love (paraphrasing)....that we love who we love and we can only hope and be lucky that the person or people who we love allow us to love them. If not...then well try someone else. Sometimes, it's confusing when they love you but they don't.
However, this is the first time that I fell in love and was not aware of it until after the fact. So it was not intentional, or a lust thing or infatuation. It was probably the most innocent thing and nothing ever happened. I like that nothing ever happened.
In my attempt to simplify life, if that is possible...I see it (love) as something that we have no control over so why worry about it. As in you cannot make someone else love you so why go crazy and act out? You try...it hurts then you move on and just be glad you met a wonderful person.
So now that I am no longer pining for someone...there is someone who I think likes me. Or is at least curious about me. I thought we were just hanging out as classmates...but umm yeah. He thinks I am hilarious, a common point of view if you have a sense of humor.
I noticed I tend to smother people with attention when I like them. I am going to try the nonchalant approach and see what happens.
Going to bed now...I have another 30-hour call tomorrow. Lets hope I do not run any beds into a wall this time. Yay me?!
However, this is the first time that I fell in love and was not aware of it until after the fact. So it was not intentional, or a lust thing or infatuation. It was probably the most innocent thing and nothing ever happened. I like that nothing ever happened.
In my attempt to simplify life, if that is possible...I see it (love) as something that we have no control over so why worry about it. As in you cannot make someone else love you so why go crazy and act out? You try...it hurts then you move on and just be glad you met a wonderful person.
So now that I am no longer pining for someone...there is someone who I think likes me. Or is at least curious about me. I thought we were just hanging out as classmates...but umm yeah. He thinks I am hilarious, a common point of view if you have a sense of humor.
I noticed I tend to smother people with attention when I like them. I am going to try the nonchalant approach and see what happens.
Going to bed now...I have another 30-hour call tomorrow. Lets hope I do not run any beds into a wall this time. Yay me?!
July 4th 2009
Well...I cooked, studied, and shared my food.
Watched fireworks...and the day ended pleasantly. I think. It was a pej-surprise lol. I had July 4th in my intern year off!! How awesome is that?!
Watched fireworks...and the day ended pleasantly. I think. It was a pej-surprise lol. I had July 4th in my intern year off!! How awesome is that?!
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Update
Currently listening to Feist, forgot how much I liked her!
So I worked my first 30-hour shift...and it was not that bad. I started feeling like a zombie during the 24th hour but other than that it was alright. I saw some interesting things....got used to returning pages with "Hello...this is doctor...how can I help you?"
The other intern working with me was fun to have around, thank goodness for that. Also easy on the eyes ;).
I slept for 20 mins...I appreciate naps now.
I will learn alot this year...I will also pick my battles carefully.
I also think I like being alone. I like people but I also like being alone, only listening to the noise I make. Dealing with my own messes. Nothing to explain to anyone. When you go on a date...they leave after they walk you to the door. Maybe it will get old...but for now, I love it.
PURE BLISS
So I worked my first 30-hour shift...and it was not that bad. I started feeling like a zombie during the 24th hour but other than that it was alright. I saw some interesting things....got used to returning pages with "Hello...this is doctor...how can I help you?"
The other intern working with me was fun to have around, thank goodness for that. Also easy on the eyes ;).
I slept for 20 mins...I appreciate naps now.
I will learn alot this year...I will also pick my battles carefully.
I also think I like being alone. I like people but I also like being alone, only listening to the noise I make. Dealing with my own messes. Nothing to explain to anyone. When you go on a date...they leave after they walk you to the door. Maybe it will get old...but for now, I love it.
PURE BLISS
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